The Open Internet Is a Myth: My Journey from Enthusiasm to Reality
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The Dream: An Open Internet Where Everyone Has a Voice
Let me tell you something. This is my story, but I suspect it’s your story too.
I had a dream. Not a particularly grand one, not a get-rich-quick scheme, just a simple, honest dream: create something valuable and share it with the world.
The internet promised this was possible. They told us it was the great equalizer—the platform where anyone, anywhere, could publish their thoughts, share their knowledge, and reach people who needed what they had to offer. No gatekeepers. No permission required. Just you, your ideas, and an audience waiting to discover you.
I believed it. God, I really believed it.
I thought: “The internet is open to everyone. Let’s create a blog.”
So I did. I sat down and started writing. Not random thoughts or diary entries—serious, researched, valuable content. Posts that took days to research and write. Articles that genuinely helped people solve problems. Stories that inspired and changed perspectives.
I didn’t stop there. I poured my heart into creating inspirational PDF books—comprehensive guides on life improvement, personal growth, health, and wisdom. Each book took weeks of work. I designed them carefully, made them actually useful, and offered them completely free. Because I genuinely wanted to help people.
I was doing my work with great enthusiasm. I had energy. I had purpose. I had something to contribute.
And then I hit the wall that millions of content creators hit every single day.
The Reality Check: Google Owns the Internet
Here’s what I discovered: What I thought was an open internet is actually dominated by Google, and without its permission, not even a bird can flap its wings there.
That’s not an exaggeration. That’s not bitterness talking. That’s cold, hard reality.
Google controls approximately 92% of global search traffic. For most of the world, “searching the internet” means “searching Google.” If you don’t exist in Google’s index, if you don’t rank in Google’s results, you effectively don’t exist online.
Think about that. I could write the most valuable blog post ever created on a topic. I could solve a problem that millions of people desperately need solved. I could offer it completely free with no ulterior motive.
And if Google doesn’t decide to index it, or decides to rank it on page 47 of search results, it might as well not exist.
No one told me this when I started. The “build it and they will come” mythology is still everywhere. “Create good content and you’ll succeed.” “Quality rises to the top.” “The internet rewards value.”
All lies. Or at best, incomplete truths that miss the fundamental reality: Google is the gatekeeper, and you need permission to pass.
My Journey: Enthusiasm Meets Algorithm
Let me walk you through my actual experience. Maybe you’ll recognize yourself in it.
Month 1-2: Pure Optimism
I launched my blog with ten carefully crafted posts. I submitted my sitemap to Google Search Console. I followed every “how to get indexed quickly” tutorial I could find.
I checked Google Search Console daily. “Discovered but not indexed.” “Crawled but not indexed.” “URL is not on Google.”
I told myself: “Be patient. Google needs time. Quality takes time to recognize.”
I kept writing. I created more comprehensive content. I made my posts longer, more detailed, more valuable than what was already ranking for my target keywords.
I created my first PDF book—a 50-page guide on personal transformation. I was so proud of it. I embedded the download link in my blog post and waited for people to find it and benefit from it.
Month 3-4: Confusion Sets In
After three months, maybe 30% of my posts were indexed. My daily traffic? Twenty to thirty visitors, mostly from me checking my own site and a few friends I’d shared links with directly.
I had written 40+ high-quality posts. I had created three comprehensive PDF books. And I was invisible.
Meanwhile, I searched for topics I’d written about and found page-one results that were objectively worse than what I’d created:
- Shorter, less detailed articles
- Content with factual errors
- Thin content clearly written just for SEO, not to actually help anyone
- Articles on massive websites that barely touched on the topic
But those articles ranked. Mine didn’t. Why?
Domain authority. Age. Backlinks. Brand recognition. All the things I didn’t have and couldn’t quickly build.
The sites ranking weren’t better. They were just older, bigger, and already trusted by Google’s algorithm.
Month 5-6: The Breaking Point
By month six, I’d published 70+ posts. I’d created five PDF books. I’d spent hundreds of hours researching, writing, designing, and optimizing.
My traffic? Maybe 100-150 visitors per day. A tiny fraction of what I’d need for the blog to mean anything beyond a personal hobby.
I started seeing other creators in my niche—people who started after me—getting featured snippets, ranking on page one, building audiences. What was different?
Some had gotten lucky with one viral piece that brought backlinks. Some had existing audiences from other platforms. Some had money to spend on ads or paid promotions. Some had connections with established sites who linked to them.
What none of them had was better content than mine. They just had better circumstances.
And that’s when the full reality hit me: This isn’t about quality. This is about permission from an algorithm I don’t control, following rules that change constantly, on a platform that owes me nothing.
The Stories Google Doesn’t Want You to Hear
I’m far from alone. Let me share some stories that illustrate what countless creators experience.
Sarah’s Photography Blog
Sarah is a professional photographer who created a blog teaching photography techniques. She spent two years publishing comprehensive tutorials with original photos, diagrams, and video demonstrations.
After two years, she was getting maybe 500 visitors per month. Meanwhile, Pinterest boards that simply collected her photos (without permission) were getting thousands of views and outranking her original content.
Google’s algorithm valued Pinterest’s domain authority more than Sarah’s original creation. Her actual expertise, her original work, her comprehensive tutorials—all invisible because Google decided Pinterest was more “trustworthy.”
Sarah eventually gave up on her blog. She still takes photos, but she no longer shares her knowledge. The internet lost a genuine expert because the gatekeeper didn’t grant permission.
Ravi’s Health and Wellness Site
Ravi is a certified nutritionist who created evidence-based content about health and nutrition. He cited peer-reviewed studies, consulted with other experts, and created genuinely helpful guides.
Google’s “Medic Update” in 2018 decimated his traffic—dropped by 85% overnight. Why? His site didn’t have enough “authority signals” according to Google’s algorithm.
Meanwhile, celebrity health blogs making questionable claims but backed by brand recognition maintained their rankings. Actual expertise mattered less than algorithmic trust signals.
Ravi had two choices: spend years building the authority signals Google wanted, or quit. He chose to quit and went back to in-person nutritional consulting. The internet lost valuable, accurate health information.
The News Aggregator That Beats Original Journalism
Here’s one that bothers me deeply. I wrote an in-depth investigative piece on a local issue—original research, interviews, documentation. Took me three weeks.
Two days after I published it, a major news aggregator site published a 300-word summary of my article (with a small attribution link buried at the bottom). Their version ranked #1 for the topic. Mine ranked on page 3.
They didn’t do the research. They didn’t conduct the interviews. They just summarized my work, and because they had domain authority, Google gave them the visibility.
This isn’t an isolated incident. This is how the system works. Large platforms with existing authority aggregate, summarize, or outright copy content from smaller creators and then outrank the original.
Why This Happens: The Monopoly Reality
Let me be clear about why this system exists. It’s not random. It’s not accidental. It’s the natural consequence of monopoly power.
Google’s Incentive Structure
Google makes $200+ billion annually from advertising. They make $0 from organic search results. Their incentive is to:
- Keep users on Google properties as long as possible
- Send users to pages with ads (either Google’s own ads or sites running Google AdSense)
- Prioritize large brands who also spend money on Google Ads
- Create enough uncertainty that small sites consider paying for ads
They don’t need to explicitly sabotage small creators. They just need to build a system where small creators have massive disadvantages, and that system generates revenue.
The Algorithm Arms Race
Google updates their algorithm thousands of times per year. Some updates are minor. Some are massive and reshape entire industries overnight.
Small creators can’t keep up. You can follow best practices perfectly, and a single algorithm update can destroy months or years of work.
Large sites with dedicated SEO teams, developer resources, and diversified traffic sources can adapt. Small creators just trying to share valuable content? They get crushed.
The Backlink Impossibility
Google’s algorithm heavily weights backlinks—other sites linking to yours. In theory, this makes sense: popular, valuable content gets linked to naturally.
In practice, this creates an impossible barrier. New sites can’t get backlinks because they don’t have visibility. They can’t get visibility without backlinks. It’s a circular trap.
Large sites already have backlinks from years of existence. Small sites have no realistic way to compete except by spending years grinding, hoping for lucky breaks, or paying for links (which Google officially prohibits but which happens constantly).
The Trust Paradox
Google increasingly favors “trusted” and “authoritative” sites, especially for topics they consider important (health, finance, news, etc.).
How does Google determine trust? Largely by domain age, backlink profile, brand recognition, and other factors that favor established players.
So if you’re a certified expert in your field but you’re starting a new website, Google trusts you less than a celebrity with no expertise but a recognized brand. Quality of information matters less than algorithmic trust signals.
What They Don’t Tell You When You Start
If someone had told me these things before I started, I might have made different choices. So let me tell you what I wish I’d known:
Truth #1: “Build It and They Will Come” Is a Lie
Creating good content is necessary but nowhere near sufficient. You need:
- Time: Years, not months, to build authority
- Luck: Algorithm updates that help you instead of hurt you
- Connections: Relationships with people who can link to you
- Existing audience: Traffic from somewhere other than Google to bootstrap growth
- Money: Either for ads or for tools/services to compete with established sites
Good content alone will not save you. I learned this the hard way.
Truth #2: You’re Building on Rented Land
Your blog, your carefully crafted posts, your PDF books—none of it matters if Google changes their algorithm and decides you no longer deserve visibility.
You don’t own your traffic. You don’t control your reach. You’re completely at the mercy of a platform that can change the rules anytime without warning or explanation.
This isn’t like building a house on your own property. This is like building a house on land you’re renting, where the landlord can evict you instantly with no reason given.
Truth #3: The System Favors Those Who Already Won
Google’s algorithm increasingly favors established brands and large websites. This isn’t a bug—it’s a feature.
From Google’s perspective, ranking well-known brands is safer. If they rank a major news site that gets something wrong, people blame the news site. If they rank an unknown blogger who gets something wrong, people blame Google.
So Google’s risk management strategy is to favor known entities. Which means if you’re new, you’re fighting uphill against deliberate algorithmic bias toward established players.
Truth #4: Google Is Not Neutral
Google presents itself as a neutral platform that simply helps users find the best information. This is marketing, not reality.
Google is a for-profit corporation with shareholders, revenue targets, and business incentives. Every decision they make serves those interests, even when they frame it as “helping users.”
When Google says an algorithm update is about “rewarding quality content,” what they often mean is “we’re changing what we define as quality in ways that happen to benefit our business model.”
You’re not fighting against a neutral algorithm. You’re fighting against a profit-maximizing corporation that controls the gates.
The Emotional Toll: When Passion Meets Gatekeeping
Here’s what they really don’t talk about: the psychological impact of this system on creators.
I started my blog with genuine passion. I wanted to help people. I wanted to share knowledge. I wanted to contribute something valuable to the world.
Months of work producing nothing—not because the work was bad, but because an algorithm decided I didn’t matter yet—that breaks you down.
You start questioning yourself:
- “Is my content actually good, or am I delusional?”
- “Am I wasting my time?”
- “Why do I keep doing this when it’s clearly not working?”
- “What’s wrong with me that I can’t figure this out?”
The answer to all these questions is often: nothing is wrong with you or your content. The system is rigged against small players, and you’re experiencing the predictable result of monopoly power.
But you don’t know that at first. You internalize the failure. You think it’s your fault.
I’ve watched talented creators give up—not because they lacked skill, but because the gatekeeping broke their spirit. The internet is poorer for their absence.
Real Case Studies: When the System Fails Creators
Let me share specific examples that illustrate how broken this system is.
Case Study: The Recipe Blogger vs. Big Food
A home cook created detailed, tested recipes with original photography and comprehensive instructions. Her blog slowly built an audience over three years through social media sharing.
Then a major food website (owned by a media conglomerate) published similar recipes—sometimes suspiciously similar to hers, though slightly reworded. Their versions ranked above hers instantly due to domain authority.
She couldn’t compete. She couldn’t prove they copied her (recipe ingredients can’t be copyrighted). She just watched a large corporation benefit from years of her work while outranking her original content.
Eventually, she stopped creating new content. Why spend hours perfecting recipes when a large company can take your ideas and outrank you immediately?
Case Study: The Independent Journalist vs. News Aggregators
An independent journalist spent months investigating corporate corruption in a specific industry. He published a comprehensive exposé with documents, interviews, and evidence.
Within 24 hours, major news sites published summaries of his work. Some credited him, some didn’t. All outranked his original reporting.
His investigative piece ranked on page 2 or 3. The summaries by major news outlets ranked in the top 3 positions.
He got the truth out, but he got almost none of the traffic, none of the recognition, and none of the financial benefit. The system rewarded aggregators over creators.
Case Study: The Education Platform That Google Killed
A teacher created comprehensive, free educational content for high school students—video lessons, practice problems, explanations, and PDF study guides.
For two years, the site grew steadily. It was helping thousands of students. Traffic was increasing. Everything looked positive.
Then Google’s algorithm update prioritized “authoritative educational sources”—which in practice meant established educational institutions and large educational companies.
Overnight, the teacher’s site lost 70% of its traffic. Not because the content got worse. Not because it stopped helping students. But because Google decided individual creators weren’t “authoritative” enough.
The teacher couldn’t maintain the site without traffic (it was his income source). He shut it down. Thousands of students lost access to free, high-quality educational resources.
What I Learned: Uncomfortable Truths About Digital Freedom
After this journey, here’s what I now understand:
The Internet Is Not Free—It’s Controlled
The romantic vision of a free, open internet where anyone can reach an audience is propaganda. The reality is that a handful of platforms—primarily Google, but also Facebook, YouTube, and a few others—control virtually all discovery and distribution.
If these platforms don’t grant you permission (via algorithm, indexing, ranking), you don’t exist online. Period.
Quality Doesn’t Guarantee Success—Permission Does
I created content better than much of what ranked above me. That didn’t matter. What mattered was whether Google’s algorithm granted me visibility.
This isn’t meritocracy. This is algorithmic gatekeeping dressed up as quality ranking.
Small Creators Subsidize Large Platforms
Google benefits from millions of content creators producing high-quality content that makes Google search useful. But they don’t compensate creators for this value.
Instead, they:
- Use our content to train their systems
- Send most traffic to large sites (who pay Google for ads)
- Offer us crumbs of organic traffic that can vanish anytime
- Pressure us to buy ads when organic doesn’t work
We create value. Platforms capture it. This is the system.
The Promise of the Creator Economy Is Mostly False
You’ve heard the creator economy hype: “Anyone can build an audience! Monetize your passion! Be your own boss!”
The reality: a tiny percentage of creators earn meaningful income, while the vast majority work for free or pennies, subsidizing the platforms and the few winners at the top.
The creator economy isn’t a democratization of opportunity. It’s a lottery with worse odds than traditional careers, marketed as freedom and empowerment.
So What Do We Do? Practical Strategies for Surviving the System
I haven’t given up. I’ve adapted. Here’s what actually works when you understand the reality:
Strategy 1: Accept Reality First
Stop believing in meritocracy. Stop thinking “if I just make better content, I’ll succeed.” That’s not how the system works.
Accept that you’re operating in a rigged game. This isn’t cynicism—it’s clarity. Once you see the system accurately, you can navigate it strategically instead of blaming yourself for its failures.
Strategy 2: Diversify Platforms Immediately
Never depend solely on Google traffic. Build presence across multiple platforms:
- Email list: The only audience you truly own
- YouTube: Second-largest search engine, different algorithm dynamics
- Social media: Instagram, LinkedIn, Twitter/X, TikTok depending on your niche
- Pinterest: Can drive traffic independent of Google
- Medium or Substack: Existing audiences you can tap into
- Podcast platforms: Audio content reaches different audiences
If one platform cuts you off, you don’t lose everything.
Strategy 3: Build Direct Relationships
Instead of chasing anonymous traffic, focus on building genuine relationships with your audience:
- Email subscribers who opted in because they value your work
- Community members who engage directly
- Supporters who share your content organically
- Customers or clients who pay for your value
A thousand true fans who know and value you is worth more than a hundred thousand anonymous visitors from Google who don’t even remember your site name.
Strategy 4: Create Platform-Independent Value
Don’t just create “content.” Create genuinely useful resources that people will save, bookmark, share, and return to:
- Comprehensive guides they’ll reference repeatedly
- Tools or calculators that solve specific problems
- PDF resources they can download and keep
- Community spaces where they connect with others
- Original research or data they can’t find elsewhere
This builds value that survives algorithm changes.
Strategy 5: Understand the Game and Play It Strategically
If you’re going to pursue Google traffic, understand what you’re actually doing:
- Target very specific, long-tail keywords where competition is lower
- Build backlinks through genuine relationships, guest posting, and collaborations
- Focus on niches where large sites don’t dominate
- Expect 12-24 months minimum before seeing meaningful organic traffic
- Accept that algorithm updates may destroy your progress anytime
This isn’t inspiring, but it’s realistic.
Strategy 6: Consider Paid Traffic as a Business Expense
If your content can generate revenue (through products, services, ads, affiliates), consider paid traffic a customer acquisition cost rather than “giving in” to Google.
If you spend $500 on Google Ads and acquire customers worth $2,000, you’ve made a smart business decision—even though it feels like paying the bully for lunch money.
Separate your emotional response to the system from rational business decisions.
Strategy 7: Build Something the Algorithm Can’t Take
Your most valuable asset isn’t your blog or your search rankings. It’s your skills, knowledge, expertise, and relationships.
Focus on building:
- Expertise that people seek out regardless of rankings
- Reputation that generates referrals and direct traffic
- Products or services that don’t depend on Google traffic
- Community that exists independent of platforms
- Brand recognition where people search for you by name
This is long-term security that survives platform changes.
The Bigger Picture: What This Means for Society
My personal story is small. But multiply it by millions, and you see a profound problem:
The concentration of internet gatekeeping power in a few platforms—primarily Google—determines what information reaches people, which creators succeed, which businesses thrive, and ultimately how knowledge and culture develop.
This isn’t just about fairness to creators. This is about:
- Information diversity: If algorithms favor large established sources, we get less variety in perspectives and information
- Innovation: If new creators face impossible barriers, we get less innovation in content and ideas
- Truth: If algorithmic trust signals matter more than accuracy, we get less reliable information
- Power: If a few corporations control information discovery, they have enormous unchecked power over society
When I started my blog, I thought I was just sharing knowledge. What I was actually doing was confronting fundamental questions about power, access, and freedom in the digital age.
My Choice: Keep Creating Despite the System
Here’s where I landed after this whole journey:
I still create. I still write. I still make my PDF books. But I do it with different expectations and different strategies.
I create because the work itself is meaningful—not because I believe the system will fairly reward quality. I share because helping even a small number of people matters—not because I expect massive reach. I build for the long term across multiple platforms—not because I trust any single platform.
I’ve accepted that the internet is not the open, meritocratic space I thought it was. But I refuse to let that stop me from contributing value to the world.
This isn’t everyone’s choice. Many talented creators have given up, and I don’t blame them. The system is genuinely unfair, genuinely rigged toward established players, and genuinely exhausting to navigate.
But for those of us who choose to keep creating despite the reality, here’s what I’ve learned:
- Success on your own terms matters more than success on the platform’s terms
- Helping even a few people well is better than chasing massive but meaningless traffic
- Building something you control (email list, community, products) is more valuable than renting attention from platforms
- The work itself—the creating, the learning, the contributing—has intrinsic value beyond metrics
The Truth I Wish Someone Had Told Me
If I could go back and talk to my earlier self, here’s what I’d say:
“The internet is not as open as you think. Google controls the gates. You will work harder than you imagine for less recognition than you hope. Your best content will often sit invisible while inferior content from bigger sites ranks above it.
This isn’t fair. This isn’t meritocracy. This is the reality of concentrated platform power.
But you should still create. Not because the system will reward you—it probably won’t—but because the alternative is worse. The alternative is letting gatekeepers decide who gets to contribute value to the world.
Create with your eyes open. Build what you control. Help who you can reach. Measure success by your own standards, not by traffic metrics.
And never, ever believe that platforms owe you anything. They don’t. They’re businesses maximizing profit, and you’re a resource they extract value from.
Your power lies in choosing to create anyway—with strategy, with realistic expectations, and with purpose beyond platform validation.”
This Is My Story. What Will Yours Be?
I’ve shared my journey from enthusiasm to disillusionment to strategic realism. I’ve told you what I wish someone had told me.
Now you have a choice.
You can believe the mythology—that the internet is open, that quality wins, that hard work guarantees success. This belief will lead to the same disappointment I experienced.
Or you can see the reality—that platforms control access, that the system favors those who already won, that creating value doesn’t guarantee reaching an audience. This clarity will let you navigate strategically instead of being blindsided.
What you create matters. The value you offer matters. The people you help matter.
But you need to understand the game you’re actually playing, not the game you wish you were playing.
The internet is not free and open. Google decides who gets visibility. The system is rigged.
Create anyway. But create with your eyes open.
This is my story. Now you know the truth. What will you do with it?
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